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Monday, December 27, 2004
:: Darkness
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Finally got my present from V...Magic Knight Rayearth volume 1!!! =^_^= Heheh...well, today was interesting. Woke up really late, colored some, took a walk with my grandmother, came home and had a text message from Jenna. Tried to call her back but didn't get an answer, so hung up and who should walk through my door 2 minutes later? Jenna! Argh! Lol... Turns out today was Robert's birthday...how could I have forgotten? Actually, quite easily...I'm very forgetful...it's sad, really... But anyways, Jacob drove me, Jenna, and Robert to the theatre to see 'Darkness', but they weren't playing it there O.o, so he drove us all the way to the Temple mall just to see it. Needless to say, it wasn't very scary at all. *shakes head* Waste of money, I think...*shakes head* For some reason, though...I'm really rigid around Jacob. I try to be polite, but it sometimes I feel I'm rude or something. I dunno...like during the movie while I was holding Jenna's hand, Jacob was seated on the other side and I noticed he tried holding her hand once. Needless to say, I was a bit pissed. But I held my tongue...not like he would have heard me, anyways...talking in a movie theatre, you often can't hear anything but what's coming out of the speakers, lol. I always worry for Jenna when Jacob is around...I don't know why, though...I don't know if it's just me and my over-protectiveness in regards to my friends or what...I just don't know. *sigh* I know she said she loved me, but I also know she must wonder what it's like to kiss a guy instead of a girl. I wondered the same thing when I kissed a guy...to me, it's the same. I'm just totally confused about this whole thing...I want nothing more than to spend all my time holding her, but it feels like everything is crashing down around us. I mean...Robert hooked her up with Jacob and Amanda is causing all this trouble...it feels like we're being ripped apart. Whenever we do get to see eachother, people are always around us. I'm not saying that I want her to stop being friends with Jacob or Amanda...*sigh* I don't know what I'm saying, but to ask that would be unfair and selfish. I don't know anymore...I love her, though...I try to touch her whenever I can or catch a glimpse of her when she's not looking, but when she looks back at me, I have to turn away and keep myself from crying. I don't know why...+ Shinigami updated @ Monday, December 27, 2004
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PROFILE
Name - Krissy Age - 17 Birthday - 6.19.87 Marital Status - Taken Location - U.S.A Likes - anime, manga, shopping, drawing Dislikes - homophobes, bugs, preps,
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